promises that i made you should ignore
the future that i painted i can't afford
i know that it seems that i left you no choice
i fell down on my knees and i begged your forgiveness
failed redemption though i tried
maybe someday i'll get it right
so i'm sorry to say i didn't want it all
sorry to wake you i didn't need it all
i never wanted it to hurt
this animal instinct rots me to the core
these impulses raging i can't stop no more
i worry that you just don't love me the same
i fell down on my knees and i begged your forgiveness
sorry to falsify myself every way
sorry to falsify myself everyday