lobotomy for dummies

you can lie to me and say it's you i adore

you can poison me and drown me on the shore

you can kick me again when i'm down on the floor

give me some more

give me some more

you say i'm desperate and if i'm desperate

at least i'm honest

at least i own it

and if i'm desperate

reap what you sow

give me some more!

give me some more!

she said

thanks for my misery

then i said

hell needed company

and maybe a new lobotomy would

make easier to throw it all away

she said

i wish you were dead"