london bridges

i hate to lose

'cause i think it hurts so much

and i don't want another bruise

i got no excuse

the sun is goin' down

and i can't pay my dues

life's a double-edged sword

my mind's been payin' bills

that my heart can't afford yeah

heart can't afford

yeah yeah

and all my bridges are topplin' down

watchin' my life decay all around

hurtin' for somethin'

i drop to my knees

depression is such a painful disease

i'll bleed

i'll break

keep comin' back for more

hurtin' in pain

can't take it anymore

don't feel the same

been drained out to the core

goin' insane

not even 24

don't know what to say

i lost the best of me

i'll never be okay

if i never find a way

to get out of this shit again

i've been runnin' from the end

and i can't ever stop

or i'll get swallowed up

by all this stupid stuff

i've just been sinkin' in my thoughts

i'm runnin' away

from it all and i hate it

i've been screamin'

i don't feel like we'll make it

and i just need some help

'cause i cannot take it

so please just help me now

i think i'm just breakin' down again

i need some help

i'm drownin'

i need a life

i can't feel myself

i need some help

i'm drownin'

i need your love

'cause i don't feel mine at all