look what i've become

walked across ohio

took me fifty days

i talked to the stars

they were happy that i came

somedays i'm a genius

others i'm insane

there is something gorgeous underneath the pain

i can feel it liftin' i'm feeling good

i'm thinkin' 'bout david from my old neighborhood

a warm and perfect white light in each of my cells

i used to be a pop singer now i am myself

yeah

i take a little right now just to count my blessings

count my blessings

count

count

count

take a little time right now just to count my blessings

count my blessings

okay

even when i'm fallin' there's something underneath

something that is perfect

it's almost like a dream

i know vincent van gogh

i know princess di

and david foster wallace he calls me all the time

if i think 'bout paradise i'd imagine this

no drugs or no alcohol 'cause i'm high as it is

i don't want your money

i am simply done

i just walked away

huh

look what i've become

look what i've become

look what i've become

look what i've become

look what i've become

rolling through south central

better watch your ass

bars all on my window

pistol on my bed-stand

to live and die in l.a. couldn't make it off of minimum wage

i had to get the big body mercedes

cop a rollie plus one for my lady

my lady

i always knew i'd be a legend

saw it in my dreams

i had to keep one eye open

i could barely sleep

i had to kill 'em with success like they the enemy

murder

murder

murder

lord

mercy me

i stopped smoking last year

fuck that

started back again

god don't make no accidents

look what i've become

yeah look what i've become