i pretend that i know where i'm going
i pretend i know where i came from
or the fear will engulf me completely
i chose to waltz this bridge of sighs
act my age in an age of indifference
i'm as big as i can dream
i forget in the truth of my nature
i don't trust god is on my side
indirect as the gaze of a geisha
i'm still that lost and lonely child
you weren't in the building when the walls came crashing down
you weren't in the building when the walls came crashing down