looking for a lighter
caylee hammack
today i turned twenty-three
finally catching up with my old fake id
i just found it in the kitchen drawer
full of sentimental things
that i don't need anymore
but still i'm searching through coupons and keys
dead flowers and figurines and old letters from you
damning the memories i rifle through
when i'm looking for a lighter
how can you flick me right back?
spark up a memory and just like that
i'm burning for you so bad
it's just a cheap drink buzz patio
needing someone to light my smoke
in a sea of black leather jackets
i find you like metal on a magnet
old flame you're lighting me up
small talk leading into dangerous stuff
and i end up playing with fire
when i'm looking for a lighter
how can you flick me right back?
spark up a memory and just like that
i'm burning for you so bad bad bad
just when i think i'm over it
i pick you up just like a bad habit
the kinda high that don't last
looks like i'm looking for you
but i'm not looking for you
damn the memories i rifle through
when i'm looking for a lighter
when i'm looking for a lighter
looks like i should get going
looks like i should quit smoking