losing me

wanna lie to you

say i'm doing so well

show you photos too to prove that i been doing so well

when i hide the truth

wanna dress up hell and heaven like we all try to do

i'm scared to call call call you back

i'm no good good good at trying

to tell tell tell you that i'm not doing okay

but i'm dying to hear you say

just take a breath love

fill your lungs up

rest your head

there's no sense in losing sleep

you can break down

let your worst out

lose your temper

but you're not losing me

you're not losing me

don't wanna cry to you

i was feeling so good

took another sip and hit the bottom like i knew that i would

the things we do

when we dress up pain like heaven in a moment of truth

i wanna call call call you back

i'm no good good good at trying

to tell tell tell you that i'm not doing okay

but i'm dying to hear you say

just take a breath love

fill your lungs up

rest your head

there's no sense in losing sleep

you can break down

let your worst out

lose your temper

but you're not losing me

you're not losing me

you could be so happy then it suddenly turns

no one can explain and you don't have the words

i can see you're trying i can see that it hurts

i can see you're trying i can see that it hurts

just take a breath love

fill your lungs up

rest your head

there's no sense in losing sleep

you can break down

let your worst out

lose your temper

but you're not losing me

you're not losing me

like a bed that you can fall in when you're broken

i'm the air that's running through a window open

take a breath love

fill your lungs up

rest your head

'cause you're not losing me

you're not losing me