lost control

hmm

yeah

mirrors they never lie

don't see myself inside

why can't i get it right?

i don't know

you're always watching me fall

shadows

they like my wall

why do i feel so small?

i don't know

so i walk into the dead of night

where my monsters like to hide

chaos feel so good inside

now i know

i lost

i lost

i lost control again

always do the same and not to blame

i lost control again

i don't

i don't

i don't know who i am

always do the same and not to blame

i lost control again

tired of being afraid

but lately

i lost my faith

what is love without pain?

it ain't home

you're watching me

but i'm below

when i get caught

i hope

it's the kind of blackout that will

take me home

so i walk into the dead of night

where my monsters like to hide

chaos feels so good inside

now i know

i lost

i lost

i lost control again

always do the same and not to blame

i lost control again

i don't

i don't

i don't know who i am

always do the same and not to blame

i lost control again

i know that i'm a mess

but i ain't tryna be the best

so

whatever's coming next

i better pray-ay-ay-ay

never said i was an angel

i am damaged all the way

so

whatever's coming next

i better pray-ay-ay-ay

i lost

i lost

i lost control again

always do the same and not to blame

i lost control again

i don't

i don't

i don't know who i am

always do the same and not to blame

i lost control again