lovelace

picking at my scabs again

i just want to see them bleed

i am numb and dead inside

bring me back to life

i don't want to talk anymore

close my eyes and stop my heart

words only enhance the sound

of what i don't care about

at what moment did you realize

that i meant nothing

when did everything fall apart

help me

i'm begging

i'm pleading

i need you now

help me

running away won't get you found

help me

flesh and blood runs deeper than this

help me

help me find my way back home

father

can you hear me

i'm trapped inside a nightmare

wake me up or put me in the ground

mother

can you see me

i need you to be there

running away will never get you found

all you ever need

is to shove that needle deep

and reach your eternal sleep

at what moment did you realize

that i meant nothing

when did everything fall apart

all you ever need

is to shove that needle deep

and reach your eternal sleep

all you ever need

is to shove that needle deep

and reach your eternal sleep

father

can you hear me

i'm trapped inside a nightmare

wake me up or put me in the ground

mother

can you see me

i need you to be there

running away will never get you found