lumps

i feel as if i have been dreaming

i am confused as to how i got here

one minute

i am heading down a path of destruction with no hopes but for death

then there was you

you opened me to a different light

the path you lead me down was priceless

with one quick glance it was stripped from me

i was so ashamed i never let you be you

i have been puking with regret

i found myself again

and although we were apart

i managed to move on

something was still missing

i made me sick

far to familiar

i needed you once again

maybe now i can change

maybe now i can secure my lumps