made it this far

the more i get to know myself

the less i understand myself

i don't know how to let go

of this all weight i put on me

of who i am or where i'll be

once i learn to let go

always set my sights on

diamonds in the future

remember when you wanted what you got right now

when i close my eyes

and i'm all alone with my mind

i get scared i'm unprepared

and will be for the rest of my life

but i've made it this far

yeah i made it this far

half way to falling apart

but i've made it this far

i've made it this far

all my mom wanted was

a house of kids

then we grew up

now she don't know where she fits

so if i have the same fears

waiting there in 30 years

why i don't i just live like

i've already made it

i'm not what i'm chasing

like i don't need nothing more than what i got right now

when i close my eyes

and i'm all alone with my mind

i get scared i'm unprepared

and will be for the rest of my life

but i've made it this far

yeah i made it this far

half way to falling apart

but i've made it this far

don't trade the best for something better

please don't forget no one's here forever

we're not here forever

when i close my eyes

and i'm all alone with my mind

i get scared i'm unprepared

and will be for the rest of my life

but i've made it this far

yeah i made it this far

half way to falling apart

but i've made it this far