makeshift love

i fucking hate these nights

the ones where you don't know me

if i could get this right

if i could get away from the old me

but i'll survive

right now i'm dying just to breathe in

just to be alive

just to get away from the old me

there's only makeshift love tonight

there's a triage in my living room

she checks my vital signs

then opens up my wounds

like i'm dying tonight

and the whole world is laughing

like everyone i love has gone away

whoaaa

i'm dying tonight

but no one is crying

it's not alright no matter what they say

whoaaa

i fuckin' hate these fights

the ones where you just own me

we used to be so tight

but you just want the old me

turn off the god damn lights

if you're really gonna get up and just leave

i used to get so high

but that was just the fucking old me

there's only makeshift love tonight

there's a triage in my living room

she'll check my vital signs

to see what else she can do

like i'm dying tonight

and the whole world is laughing

like everyone i love has gone away

whoaaa

i'm dying tonight

but no one is crying

it's not alright no matter what they say

whoaaa

all that she wanted was me broken hearted

i know it's sad but it's true

i won't get her started

now she's departed

there's no looking back me and you

there's only makeshift love tonight

there's a triage in my living room

she'll check my vital signs

to see what else she can do

like i'm dying tonight

and the whole world is laughing

like everyone i love has gone away

whoaaa

i'm dying tonight

but no one is crying

it's not alright no matter what they say

whoaaa

all that she wanted was me broken hearted

i know it's sad but it's true