many moods part 1

i don't really know what the neighbours think

i've been stuck in my home going crazy with

a lot of mad thoughts

i back track to the back door

reminiscing on the many mistakes i made

like what did i do that for?

it was a long year wow

and maybe i wasted my chance

i dunno if they even wanna hear now

but let me speak anyway

thank god that i'm still breathing today

i read the bible

get baffed by the words

but i still believe what they say

i guess that's faith

but honestly

this musics been getting on top of me

i put out my worst tune probably

no surprise no one liked it

that 99p was overpriced

and at that time nothing was going right

i guess it was back to the drawing board

i'm tired of fighting my label

tell them i don't wanna war no more

i just wanna share my thoughts

i just wanna start some conversations

no complications

man i had observations

got a lot to state

i know that

but i can't back to waiting no fam

gotta say this now

look around we're destroying each other

no other way that i can break this down

i can't stand by in vain

cause if i make no noise then i'm the same

yeah

forget hype

forget accolades

i'll get by

i can't stand around and just watch

or let people tell me what's what

i don't understand how we speak

of some women like they're just meat

i don't know no bitch

stand on my own on a solo tip

man i don't care what nobody thinks

guys wanna talk about her body count

and say that's why no man's not around

as if she's some damaged goods

i can't stand it fam

i know that man would

beat and leave in a sec

even forget

like there ain't need to reflect

but if they got a sis

and man try takin the piss

that's something that he will regret

but you're no different

so why does it seem so distant

i ain't saying that she's no victim

i guess we all play our part

still though on a real though

man i can't chill no

gota say what i feel

hoping they feel though

if they don't then it's all good

can't not say what i know that i should

cause then i perpetuate problems

got a lot that i better say often

don't nobody think before they speak?

one quick link before they beat

just two kids with one of the way now

actions can't be erased now

they wanna run back to their mums

and hear them say it will be ok now

but life's changed now

and i ain't judging

like i ain't done some dumb things

it ain't always swings and roundabouts

it ain't always stew with dumplings

there's hard times ahead

so come get inside my head

you're part of the family

no plan b

just take in the rhymes i said.