the tree you planted
is still holding on
leaves are turning
like nothing's wrong
oh
what freedom
to only need the rain
been without since may
ninety-four
tricks of the mind make it feel like it's more
but i'm not special
it's the same for everyone
hold on
baby
i'm coming for you
i can hear your voice through the wine
teach me how to turn the page
and show me how to shine
times i wished i was already gone
ain't no place i can't leave when i want
but then i see their faces
and i'm frozen in my shame
sometimes the sun shuts down the little i can see
and i remember what it felt like to be me
but all at once i know that nothing is the same
and all i'm left with is the pain