my life ain't easy
no brother
my life ain't good
there is no redemption for a coward like me
but then again
no one said that it should
my voice ain't worthy
no dear sister
it shouldn't be heard
because all that i've told you are lies upon lies upon lies
oh poor sister
you never learn
my life ain't simple
sugar coated
potent or fun
tonight i'll be paying for fuckups
through the barrel of a shotgun
salvation will come
so dear father
poor mother
please listen
i've fucked up
i'm sorry to say
the son that you once knew is no longer with us
but i chose my own path
and it's not cause of you
brother
sister
father
mother
ona
opa
it's not cause of you