mess i made

there's gotta be a better way

better way to let this be told

don't know why you wanna stay

wanna stay when i act so cold

drop my thoughts alone

i never had my own

'cause i'm lost inside

i wanna fall into paradise

it's killing me

killing me

i got this far on my own

on my own

just colour me

colour me

i'm so afraid

underneath all of the mess that i have made

underneath all of the mess that i have made

i don't wanna fade away

let it slip off my tongue

what's another day awake

day awake with a twist in my lungs?

drown in doubts alone

i've always had my own

'cause i'm lost inside

someone take me home

it's killing me

killing me

i got this far on my own

on my own

just colour me

colour me

i'm so afraid

underneath all of the mess that i have made

try to find my way around the honest answers

it's killing me just living in the mess i made

i fell into a river of all my own disasters and

wash away the worst and leave me clean

it's killing me

killing me

i got this far on my own

on my own

just colour me

colour me

i'm so afraid

underneath all of the mess that i have made

underneath all of the mess that i have made

underneath all of the mess that i have made

underneath all of the mess that i have made