metabolic

gone

i couldn't murder your promise

right before my eyes

the revolutions of my psychosis

kept me outta the way

once inside all i hold is ash

fail

suppressing every feeling

i'm in so much pain

i have every fuckin' right to hate you

i can't take it!

the hardest part was knowing that i could never be you

now all i do is sit around and wish i could forget you

my demise

i took a life worth living

and made it worth a mockery

i deny

i fold

but they keep on coming

stop

i'm always ready to die

but you're killing me

who are you to me? who am i to you?

is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?

by default you are my only link to the outside

psychosomatic suicide

where were you when i was down?

can you show me a way

to face everyday with this face

goodbye

my demise

i took a life worth living

and made it worth a mockery

i deny

i fold

but they keep on coming

stop

i'm always ready to die

but you're killing me

when i blur my eyes

they make the whole world breathe

i see you fucking me

and i am absolutely controlling every urge to mutilate

the one and only answer

so much for memories

i wanna dress in your insecurities

and be the perfect you

i'm through

i'm out-stretched down for all to loathe

here we go

the ultimate irony

my demise

i took a life worth living

and made it worth a mockery

i deny

i fold

but they keep on coming

stop

i'm always ready to die

but you're killing me