mind vomit

before i start

i just want to be clear

this song was not for you all but since i got ya ears

i'm gon say some stuff i've been waiting to say for years

i'm sorry if i offend but this me being clear

who am i to you

nobody but trash i wouldn't lie to you

i'm not a threat its only one of a me and yet a lot of you

here to cock and aim a shot when i shoot i follow through so

in the end i hope the spirit will jump

hallelu

been gave the gospel truth

gave you all my point of views

when i spit at you look at me like sick you sick with the stomach flew

i looked at god he told me aaron i'm not what you equal to

he tried to give me short cuts instead i ran out the scenic root

aaron been thinking he's a know it all

but god a show em don't know at all so he gave me glass jaw

was hit hard

learned lessons

and trained hard

man i was ready for home this was base ball

i've been this long road

man i swear to myself

what may glitter ain't gold

what i perceived as wealth was only these lies they told me sitting low at the shelf

was the father who's knows me

and everything else

would of been sittin high beyond the god of all things

i use to run away when he called me

i use to run away he called me

sometimes i try to run when we calls me

man some days got me hatin life

like skip it all i could die tonight

i could give a hoot on who doesn't like

i could care less about this christian life and do what i do when i do it when i take this pen write

but that ain't every day

life still blessing bruh

i just thought for a second i'd telling what's up

life is but i ain't letting em up

i gotta murda myself and i been killing enough

i see a black and white world through my grey shades

but if you wanna see some color look at christ frame

hard ball with an odd ball

i've gotten buttons you can press but remember i am not a game

lord i wanna change

so could you spare a little

i wanna grow to mature faith cause mines littles

character grows only having the spirit in you

so lord reign in my life

i got root issues

pass the baton

we running a new race

i'm the smaller joker determined to murder every spade

secure through these nights and days like i'm blade

i wrestle with the lions like david i'm so blain

swagger was an issue

i'm fight to become plain

so tired of sin trafficking jesus brought out the plane

transcendent over my sin so my hope was found in the king

so as long as i see a rainbow i guess i'm ready for rain

you can call me the new guy

you don't need a name

i'm worthy have to my shoes tied

i'm doing something old but rocking a whole new pride

proud to be humbled by brothers with bigger shoe sizes

i'm on a new kinda

feeling i'm feeling filled with the filling of the spirit this confidence given ain't arrogance its just how i'm feeling

bold enough to quit trying to be a hero

only god saves for change i'm only zero

kiddo i can rest

the son is seen as the pillow

i tried playing the background but ended up in the middle kiddo

holla back to the old canon i'm 10 4

you seen what's in inside but that was through a window

this is my time i'm a

spit my heart and my soul

if i don't sell remember what may glitter ain't gold

i've given everything i've gotten what more could i hold

if this ain't sick enough don't trip this ain't even a cold

and this a mind vomit

to the father above gotta pay homage

i know i'm crazy at least i'm honest

if i ain't gave you the truth by now then i ain't got it

welcome to the mind

if i had a house this is my house