mistrust is healthy in this town

i don't know what you're about

not sure i trust you right now

but you feel where i'm coming from?

mistrust is healthy in this town

all these borders that i've downed

made this feeling turn me more numb

sorry

know that i'm more capable than what i lead on

but you see where i'm coming from?

my head is fucked

i don't front

at least you know i'm no dub

with no 9 in my belt tuck

least i'm distanced from the bullshit and the violence

can you just be happy for me once?

at least i'm trying

wish you'd notice

i am different

making changes for the best

at least hopes up

and i still struggle every second of the day

'cause you're still running through my head like nonstop

and i still love you

can't explain it

and i'm lying when i tell you that i'm fine

'cause i'm just not