my disaster

how can you watch me suffer

how does it feel

why do you stay so silent

will the time reveal

you're the leader i follow

am i a victim of circumstance

feeling everything

crashing down on me

lost and so afraid

it's my disaster

losing everything

giving all of me

i feel so betrayed

in my disaster

how can you say you love me?

it's so unclear

i hope the pain will leave one day

with all the fear

you're the leader i follow

am i a victim of circumstance

feeling everything

crashing down on me

lost and so afraid

it's my disaster

losing everything

giving all of me

i feel so betrayed

in my disaster

but i'll make it through

but i'll make it through

i've got to dominate

i will not tolerate it

will i appreciate

the pain that leads me to you

feeling everything

crashing down on me

lost and so afraid

it's my disaster

losing everything

giving all of me

i feel so betrayed

in my disaster

but i'll make it through

my disaster

but i'll make it through

my disaster