i've seen them. so dark. black. and yet fine. the flower they carry had once been mine. get away from me
man of stories. robe of lies. stay far from me. i lie to myself (it's not
hurting). i need help
but not from you or
your father. no! jesus christ. who's my
saviour? lose myself in gods death. no! i can't
bear all this pain. i had watched the snow
all day. falling. it never lets up. all day
falling. i lifted my voice and wept out loud
so this is life?"."