my gift & my curse (james egbert remix)

come with me

and take my hand

i'll lead you to

a wonderland

a world that's free

of hate and lies

where beauty lives

and evil dies

relax your mind

and close your eyes

heaven's what

you visualize

my wings of gold

kill all despair

just trust in me

i'll take you there

i'll take you there

hold your head up high

they would kill to see you fail

evil lurks in the shadows

just waiting to prevail

every sinner has a future

every saint has a past

gotta keep the torch burning

so the message will last

like a phoenix rising up

from a pile of burning ashes

can't give up

no matter how those haters try to trash us

i will use my voice

like this world's my motherfucking classroom

touching hearts

saving lives

warding off the black doom

why do i wear myself down to nothing

would you let me widdle myself into something

carving me down to the absolute bitterness

wipe away the jealousy

i got nothing left

i'm chewing on what's left of my silent tongue

from holding it back

for way to fucking long

i've been playing by the rules

i've lost myself in the game

i fear the person i use to be will never be the same

it all comes back to you

everything you put me through

it all comes back to you

everything you put me through

you can drag me to hell

you can curse me with spells

but i'm damned

i'm damned

like an angel that fell

my gift

my gift sent from heaven above

is meant to save all the fans i love

this is my gift and my curse

this is my gift and my curse

till i'm dead in a hearse

my words will stain this fucking earth

until i'm free from this sex lust fucking berserk

i can't escape this wicked curse

like a vamp to the neck

like a wolf to the flesh

i'm curse

i'm curse

i'm fucking dead

my gift

my gift

the only thing left

i can't escape this wretched fate

come with me

and take my hand

i'll lead you to

a wonderland

a world that's free

of hate and lies

where beauty lives

and evil dies

relax your mind

and close your eyes

heaven's what

you visualize

my wings of gold

kill all despair

just trust in me

i'll take you there

i'll take you there