my mistake

i got up late again today

and i'm scared of everything

i don't dare to dream

i got a dark imagination

these hours waste away

a debt i'll never pay

i'm talking to the walls

but the walls keep caving in

they amplify my thoughts

i really want a conversation

but i let it slip away

a debt i'll never pay

worry

worry

oh

it's funny how it changes

when nothing really changes at all

am i jaded?

am i meant to feel this way?

i'm a loser

getting beat by my own game

but if i falter

well at least it was my mistake

oh

at least it was my mistake

'cause i choose to be this way

i'm a loser

and i self-deprecate

so when i falter

well at least it was my mistake

i saw my friend today

she tried to comfort me

but i turned her away

there's magic in this misery

so no matter what you say

i don't think i'll ever change

worry

worry

oh

it's funny how it changes

when nothing really changes at all

am i jaded?

am i meant to feel this way?

i'm a loser

getting beat by my own game

but if i falter

well at least it was my mistake

well

at least it was my mistake

'cause i choose to be this way

i'm a loser

and i self-deprecate

so when i falter

well at least it was my mistake

and i don't really care about what anyone says

i don't give a damn about what anyone says

i don't want to think about anything

i don't want to think about anything

and i don't really care about what anyone says

i don't need opinions hanging over my head

i don't really care about anything

i don't really care

i don't really care at all

am i jaded?

am i meant to feel this way?

i'm a loser

getting beat by my own game

but if i falter

well at least it was my mistake

well

at least it was my mistake

'cause i choose to be this way

i'm a loser

and i self-deprecate

so when i falter

well at least it was my mistake

well

at least it was my mistake

well

at least it was my mistake