to my youth

naneun hanttae naega i sesange sarajigil baraesseo

on sesangi neomuna kamkamhae maeil bameul uldeon nal

charari naega sarajimyeon maeumi pyeonhalkka

moduga nal baraboneun siseoni neomuna duryeowo

areumdapge areumdapdeon geu sijeoreul nan apaseo

sarangbadeul su eopseossdeon naega neomuna silheoseo

eommaneun appaneun da naman baraboneunde

nae maeumeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga

eotteokhae eotteokhae eotteokhae eotteokhae

sigani yagiraneun mari naege jeongmal majdeorago

haruga jinamyeon jinalsurok deo naajideorago

geunde gakkeumeun neomu haengbokhamyeon tto apaolkka bwa

naega gajin i haengbokdeureul nugungaga gajyeogalkka bwa

areumdaun areumdapdeon geu gieogi nan apaseo

apeun mankeum apahaedo sarajijireul anhaseo

chingudeureun saramdeureun da naman baraboneunde

nae moseubeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga

geuraedo nan eojjeomyeon

naega i sesange balkeun biccirado doelkka bwa

eojjeomyeon geu modeun apeumeul naeditgoseorado

jjalpge bicceul naebolkka bwa

pogihal suga eopseo

harudo mam pyeonhi jamdeul suga eopsdeon naega

ireohgerado ireoseo boryeogo hamyeon

naega nal chajajulkka bwa

aaaaaaa aaaaaaa

aaaaaaa aaaaaaa

eolmana eolmana apasseulkka

eolmana eolmana apasseulkka

eolmana eolmana eolmana baraesseulkka

naneun handdae naega i sesange sarajigil baraesseo

on sesangi neomuna kamkamhae maeil bameul uldeon nal

carari naega sarajimyeon maeumi pyeonhalgga

moduga nal baraboneun siseoni neomuna duryeoweo

areumdabge areumdabdeon geu sijeoleul nan apaseo

sarangbadeul su eobseossdeon naega neomuna silheoseo

eommaneun abbaneun da naman baraboneunde

nae maeumeun geureon ge aninde jagguman meoleoman ga

eoddeoghae eoddeoghae eoddeoghae eoddeoghae

sigani yagiraneun mali naege jeongmal majdeorago

haruga jinamyeon jinalsurog deo naajideorago

geunde gaggeumeun neomu haengboghamyeon ddo apaolgga bwa

naega gajin i haengbogdeuleul nugungaga gajyeogalgga bwa

areumdaun areumdabdeon geu gieogi nan apaseo

apeun mankeum apahaedo sarajijireul anhaseo

cingudeuleun saramdeuleun da naman baraboneunde

nae moseubeun geureon ge aninde jagguman meoleoman ga

geuraedo nan eojjeomyeon

naega i sesange balgeun bicirado doelgga bwa

eojjeomyeon geu modeun apeumeul naedidgoseorado

jjalbge biceul naebolgga bwa

pogihal suga eobseo

harudo mam pyeonhi jamdeul suga eobsdeon naega

ireohgerado ileoseo boryeogo hamyeon

naega nal cajajulgga bwa

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aaaaaaa aaaaaaa

eolmana eolmana apasseulgga

eolmana eolmana apasseulgga

eolmana eolmana eolmana baraesseulgga

at some point

i used to wish i would disappear from this world

the whole world seemed so dark and i cried every night

will i feel better if i just disappeared?

i was so afraid of everyone's eyes on me

during those beautifully beautiful days

i was in pain

i hated myself for not being able to receive love

my mom and my dad

they're only looking at me

it's not how i really feel but i keep getting farther away

what do i do?

what do i do?

what do i do?

what do i do?

the saying time is medicine was really true for me

as the days went by

i really got better

but sometimes

when i'm too happy

i'm afraid i'll be in pain again

i'm afraid that someone will take away this happiness

those beautifully beautiful memories were so painful

i was hurting and hurting but the pain wouldn't go away

my friends

all these people

they're only looking at me

this isn't how i really am but i keep getting farther away

but still

maybe i can be

a bright light in this world

maybe after all of that pain

i can shortly shine a light

so i couldn't give up

i couldn't fall asleep peacefully for a single night

because maybe if i keep trying to get up like this

i will find myself

how painful must it have been?

how painful must it have been?

how high must my hopes have been?