a friend of mine said i changed
fuck it
i grew
then he asked for some change
i said
fuck it
i get no rest from my brain
i can't sleep at night
can't sleep at night
voices in my head say i'm doomed
i don't know what the fuck i should do
i toss and i
turn and i
sweat and i
might just end up sleeping with the cross tonight
if these are not the things that i
never wanted to come across in life
my conscience is conscienceless
contradiction contradicting
i'm the victim
but i count the blisters when i count the blessings
like when i would picture
mom in the kitchen
i was a kid then
it started to kick in
my poppa was tripping
i wanted to switch them
convinced that i wasn't gone miss him
you know teenage feels
it seems bleak
the same feeling that came back this week
the doctor knows all my weak links
i see the most in my deep sleep
there's way too much going on in my
in my head
in my head
in my head
in my head
thought i was asleep but i was dead
parasites
these voices in my. a friend of mine said i changed
fuck it
i grew
then he asked for some change
i said
fuck it
i get no rest from my brain
i can't sleep at night
can't sleep at night
voices in my head say i'm doomed
i don't know what the fuck i should do
all these chains
dangling on me
i am materialistic
and i will admit its got a hang-ling on me
i didn't really listen when the preacher said its got a strangle-ling on me
i owe my soul some cleansing
if it come up missing imma put the blame on it
i don't make friends i make business partners now
its all about what's in my pockets now
friend make incomplete promises
i'd give them jobs before a smile
i'd get a yacht before a child
they don't really like me going wild
they just wanna hear me talk about. a friend of mine said i changed
fuck it
i grew
then he asked for some change
i said
fuck it
i get no rest from my brain
i can't sleep at night
can't sleep at night
voices in my head say i'm doomed
i don't know what the fuck i should do