native intellect

i have so much faith in the fact that things will all go wrong

i'd never doubt that

i'll never doubt it again

struggling with the fear

it's eating me alive

i need a chance to survive

hate

subconscious rage

relapse again into my ways

reshape the philosophy of what i see versus what i believe

burdened by the weight on my back i can't see exactly where i went wrong

with my own eyes i've seen the innocent die

i watched the multitudes lie through their teeth to all the homeless in the streets

i hear them say they want a truth

and they want peace

they want it handed to them

and they don't even want to dig

paint my insides black

not like it matters in the end

i'll do whatever it takes to get me in

and on my skin

i'll paint it white

i'm free from sin

i'm free from sin

oh god i'm desperate

i need to feel heaven in my hands

wandering

my mind

we go our separate ways

i found my faith in relation again

i reconsider every moment that i spend

i have so much faith in the fact that things will all go wrong

i'll never doubt that

i'll never doubt it again

struggling with the fear

it's eating me alive

i need a chance to survive

just know

i didn't want to assume the worst

just know

i didn't want to be of this world

i know that i always assume the worst

i know the world assumes the worst of me

and now i feel the judgement of the masses

there's no i think i believe"