nausea

held in a bong hit

sitting in a

hot tub in south wisconsin. i feel

amazing when i'm all alone

switching between porn and robocop

turned off my cell phone

drank a bottle

of wine and read a cometbus and

passed out naked

shriveling

stumbled

to bed in a fucked up sleepwalk

i got so tired of discussing my future

i've started avoiding the people i love

evenings of silence and mornings of nausea

i read the worst thing ever in a

bathrobe of off-white terry cloth

translated by technology from

your voice extremely inaccurately

i got so tired of discussing my future

i've started avoiding the people i love

evenings of silence and mornings of nausea

shake and sweat and i can't throw up

i got so tired of discussing my future

that i walk through my life like i'm the only one

with evenings of silence and mornings of nausea

shake and sweat and i can't throw up

oh no!

cleaned up the empty bottles

let the

smoke out through chilly windows

i used the stationary bike

and i watched the end of the price is right

ordered an egg-white sandwich and i

drove south through mid-day traffic and i

called up some folks i truly love and

hung up after they said hello

i got so tired of discussing my future

i've started avoiding the people i love

evenings of silence and mornings of nausea

shake and sweat and i can't throw up

i got so tired of discussing my future

that i walk through my life like i'm the only one

with evenings of silence and mornings of nausea