never enough

i'm prodding around this vacancy

this empty hole you left in me

i thought i'd fill it soon

with someone else's skin and you would too

i'm sorry for how you feel

i know you see that swerve behind the wheel

you see yourself inside the ground

and i know i can't fix you with sound

but i can try

if you'll open up your eyes

and i'll show you the way i dive

into this ocean of dismay

this terrifying grey in which i sleep

and there's no disguise

i just wait for my demise

as it comes towards me

it can't ignore me. anymore

and i'll keep losing friends

whether it's to death or to the wind

it's such a passing trend

being a breathing and living person

at least it seems that way these days

with how often my loved ones slip away

i'm growing concerned for my safety

i'm growing concerned. i hope i'm not next

i'm too scared to die

the concept is frightening

but still i can try

and i hope you're not next

i love you too much

everything you say

i use as a crutch

so open up your eyes

and i'll show you the way i dive

into this ocean of dismay

this terrifying grey in which i sleep

i know the void

all my patience is destroyed

when i start panicking again

and start ignoring all my friends

but i hope i'm not next

i'm too scared to die

the concept is frightening

but still i can try

and i hope you're not next

i love you too much

everything you say

is never enough