i need something like a drug that won't fuck me up
something like pain that won't go away keeping me awake
i need something like a girl you know making me work but inside not outside
i need a window a way out of these mirrors. something that matters
matters more than survival
hold me broken and lonely that can keep me alive
yeah it's only silence. only silence
yeah it's only silence. only silence
i need something like sleep like a dream yeah but perfectly real
a sharp blade of grass kick my ass
something inside and not outside
something that kills that can bring me back
something that's perfectly matched to the place where i come
in the middle of the place where i come
that can pick me off the ground when i'm done
that can hold me to flame and let it burn me down
when all is fought and won
can't believe what i have done
i need new. it's only silence