no backrub

bikini kill

lung cancer

no time

lots of stress

more fear

self pity

headache

lots of guilt

no sleep

these are the things i give myself

no pleasure

no time

don't need to feel fine

dirty kitchen

broken car

trying to breathe in

thru a scar

these are the things i give myself

loads of execution

loads of execution

loads of execution

these are the things i give myself

been programmed to

self destruct.