giving up on love

these last few weeks

i've been confused

sometimes i wonder if

i'm better off alone. you fall in love

then break your heart. you fall in love again

its never ending. i used to have this friend

who took his fiance

to see billy idol

a couple weeks before

their wedding day. the chick got backstage

and left my friend outside. next day he called

from a hotel

asking for a ride. i guess i'm giving up on love

'cause it really kind of sucks

uninspired

and growing tired

why am i always

so attracted to drama?

so here i am

grown up at 23

will someone tell me

what it takes to be happy?

i play in my band

and write a lot of songs

about relationships

and how mine went wrong. maybe i'll meet that special

girl along the way

then she'll break my heart

and leave me crying.