the note

leave you a note

give you time to find growth and

and i - i couldn't phone you

hello i'm a mess

it's more than just stress yeah

i need you to tell me it's still for the best

did we try hard enough

were we too quick to give up yeah

i question the things that made us corrupt and

i know i'm hard work but i minded you first

now i need you beside me to just ease my hurt yeah

if i don't make it back again

tell them i tried

i never wanted to leave like this

can't quite imagine it fading away

you don't know the half of it

i doubt everything - all the signs that i just somehow missed

and i can't quite imagine it being okay

was it just in my brain?

cause i wasn't sure

i've never been too logical

and i couldn't tell if you wanted me to stop

lock me away

give me time to save face yeah

i cringe when i think of how i behaved that day

text you three times and not one reply

i'm a little bit nervous of what i might find

maybe you've moved on

you seem so much stronger and new

oh tell me how

if i don't make it back again

tell them i tried

i never wanted to leave like this

can't quite imagine it fading away

you don't know the half of it

i doubt everything - all the signs that i just somehow missed

and i can't quite imagine it being okay

was it just in my

no i'm glad you survived and you're doing alright

was it too much to ask you to find me tonight

ah cause i

can't quite imagine it being okay

and we made what we could of it then and it helped bring you back

the least you could do is say thank you for that

so that i

i manage to stop myself fading away