now i lay
Singer:joe budden
i'd like to welcome everybody
that's when it all got started
back then i wasn't so cold-hearted
with every stanza came an extravaganza
for every question he got one less answer
i was tryin to be more than cool
that was back when i would wanna danger myself
maybe it was just to entertain myself
i ain't gotta explain myself
then we can get on the only nigga in the hood left
so child that ain't listenin ain't mine
for 28 years been a prisoner of the mind am i
now i lay me down to sleep
i pray the lord my soul to keep
if i should die before i wake
i pray the lord my soul to take
now i lay me down to sleep
i pray the lord my soul to keep
if i should die before i wake
i pray the lord my soul to take
welcome everybody into greater of self but claim center
even when he can win that nigga won't surrender
i felt every emotion except devotion
message in a bottle in the bottom of the ocean
so i don't care how you rate me
it'll take a long time to evaluate me
this be the last time you hear me
just know i got a loved one near me
finally i'm somewhere care-free
past is frightenin but the future's scary
gettin to the point that i fear me
this is where he steered me
they tell me the eyes is the windows to a man's soul
what you happen to see a nigga can't con-trol
and i've turned a deaf ear
anybody that'll get my head clear
why shake the dice if you never gon' roll 'em?
i told 'em that the straight jacket can't hold him
it's just a title cause they couldn't figure me out
if you give a damn when shit hits the fan
please know anything i ever did a nigga planned
as i learn how to lie to a lie detector
say if you stay in that boat long enough you see where the land is
so i'm right where i need to be
mic check one-two one-two
if i should die before i wake
i pray the lord my soul to - uh