nowadays

i really wanna know

i really wanna know

really wanna know

wanna know

nowadays

nowadays

i wanna know why people judgin' me nowadays

and why they leave me out in the streets nowadays

and my family and friends my enemies nowadays

got so much anger locked inside of me nowadays

didn't give a f***

i started smokin'

i started drinkin'

was livin' it up

hurtin' my body

i wasn't thinkin'

start ridin' my wave

hopped on my boat

i started sinkin'

i started sinkin'

man what was i thinkin'

livin' out a plastic bag really made me sumn

no sympathy for the was who never gave me nothin'

i was savin' for a whip

tryin' to slave me sumn

i've been workin' ot tryna save me sumn

my og

she ain't the same i can hear it when she talk

i can see it in her face and i can tell how she walk

it was sunny outside but we was livin' in the dark

it was all fun and games till them drugs took a spark

and my grandma

i thank god for that blessin'

she was the perfect teacher

taught me all the right lessons

she transformed me from a boy to a man

from a prince to a king

from a palm to a hand

i wanna know why people judgin' me nowadays

and why they leave me out in the streets nowadays

and my family and friends my enemies nowadays

got so much anger locked inside of me nowadays

didn't give a f***

i started smokin'

i started drinkin'

was livin' it up

hurtin' my body

i wasn't thinkin'

start ridin' my wave

hopped on my boat

i started sinkin'

i started sinkin'

man what was i thinkin'

i'm like damn

look at my past situations

wasn't nothin' in the crib

my lifestyle was kind of vacant

if i want it

i'ma take it

i'm just really tryna make it

hearin' voices in my head

swear to god i can't fake it

what you know about

livin' in a house full of roaches

and they follow you to school

you hope nobody notice

out of your brothers you the oldest

so you gotta be the man

but you ain't have no guidance 'cause your family full of sin

oh wow

i tried to do it

but i couldn't hoe out

i went through it

but i wouldn't hoe out

i'm so down

i'm so up

i'm so left

i'm so right

i'm so shook

i'm so stuck

oh wow

i wanna know why people judgin' me nowadays

and why they leave me out in the streets nowadays

and my family and friends my enemies nowadays

got so much anger locked inside of me nowadays

didn't give a f***

i started smokin'

i started drinkin'

was livin' it up

hurtin' my body

i wasn't thinkin'

start ridin' my wave

hopped on my boat

i started sinkin'

i started sinkin'

man what was i thinkin'