the sun and the cold

the path into your mind

i know it must be there

though it seems it's barred for me

and i'm going nowhere

i've got one of my own

i'll show you if you care

if only i could bring myself

to stop acting so scared

like two magnets

pushed together at the same pole

we will never be whole

never be whole

never be whole

like the sunlight and the cold

we will never be whole

will i ever be whole?

i'd rather be alone

than put up with this charade

i cannot break away from these

bad habits fear creates

i've known people for years

they would say they know me well

if that's a lie or they

just don't know better i can't tell

we will never be whole

will i ever be whole

truth be told

we will never be whole

will i ever be whole

we will never be whole

like the stars exploding in the cosmic fire

like the souls drowning in the deep

i fear for my soul

when i grow old

i will never be whole

did i choose darkness

or did darkness choose me

i will never be whole