odd dates

like patch on a back pack following the path

lose sight

of the snowy swings a million things

where i'm at

i'm still not sure but i know one thing

if you miss what we had

then grab my hand and let's get it back

'cause life's too short and that's a fact

and it's too fast but you already know that

and i want you to force it

just one try

and if it takes time

that's fine

you take yours

i'll take mine

and if you change your mind

you have my appartment key

meanwhile i'll be here hooked up

to this record player like an iv

pumping the same songs in my veins

and these will get me through the bad days

and the headaches and not having 20 dollars

am i parked on the wrong side of an odd day?

the same songs that you could play

before you were on repeat in my head

before you were the swing in my step

before you came

before you left

and before all the text

and before i fucked this up

when i was just trying my best

so for now grand rapids will symbolize

your destructive cyclical bad habits

and being so close that i could grab

and the fact that no matter how hard

you believe something should be yours

sometimes you just can't have it

i have tried and i have failed

i have tried and i failed

i have tried

how could i

how could i love you anymore

how could i

how could i love you anymore