i'm signing up for healing
time living's the meaning- just dealing with the leaving
everybody's frontin' 'til they crack and start leaking
from the eyes for. no! actually
scrap that- a great reason!
some i knew better than others
now you're my sky brothers
say 'what's on? ' to my grandad
used to taunt and take the piss because my clothes were worn and holey
and looking back ain't the same
so i'll be holding onto that for forever and a while
and this life's full of styles
and the drugs they're supplying
come the morning i'm still asking myself 'why's it true? '
i'm sure they all watch me struggle writing this today
right now i only care about three women
i just lost one that's been there from the beginning
always wish you'd done something when the light's dimming
wishing you were still living
then i awoke and remember that it ain't true
a type of emptiness that's hard for me to paint you
it's something that we all have to go through
i seen it at a young age from a grim reapers view
now he's feeling it personally
the cycle is the only thing that lives for eternity
still i'm flipping out see you tryin' to get the worst from me
but what's it earning me? i'm never healing
no words i could speak could ever express this feeling
it's still peace to the lost
it's time for me to heal before my mind turns rotten
beaten down and physically bleeding
trapped with a low ceiling
beaten down and physically bleeding
trapped with a low ceiling
tears run like rivers on a face you ain't seeing
concealed while i'm grieving
pain barely left it beating
cause- nah i won't see 'em
see- yes i'm soul seeking
asking why they gotta leave us
where are they? am i dreaming?
holding onto memories developed when they're breathing
not vessels in the cemetary buried in the deepness
to heavens they're retreating
i'm teathered to the messages that's headed to your speaker
tryin' to get this to the people for the healing they're all needing
when they're on their knees screaming and bleeding the pain is ceasing
let it out- it is relieving
afterall we're human beings
who all need some healing when death is passed through us
thinking about you i feel the pain in my
looking for that life-line in the night sky
we know that life's finite
so why try to hide like the pain isnt there
when in hindsight. well. i probably wallowed in it too much
and didn't see who i still had until i grew up
stop. let me hold your weight up while you're resting
put aggression to the side
but we gotta live each day
beaten down and physically bleeding
trapped with a low ceiling
beaten down and physically bleeding
trapped with a low ceiling