older than i am

my heart's seen things i wish it didn't

somewhere i lost some of my innocence

and i miss it

i miss it

stay up all night thinking it's twisted

my life's been survival of the fittest

but i did it

i did it

i do all my own healing

manage all of my feelings

i don't ask for help

no

'cause i don't need it

'cause i don't need it

sometimes i wish i could do something stupid

be kinda reckless while i can

say i don't give a damn

but i'm older than i am

i could get hurt and get some scars to prove it

just say to hell with all my plans

'cause i don't give a damn

but i'm older than i am

why am i always the one making decisions?

how do i handle the pressure?

i do my best to fake it

but honestly i hate it

i do all my own fighting

i'm who i'ma confide in

maybe i need help

no

i won't deny it

i won't deny it

sometimes i wish i could do something stupid

be kinda reckless while i can

say i don't give a damn

but i'm older than i am

i could get hurt and get some scars to prove it

just say to hell with all my plans

'cause i don't give a damn

but i'm older than i am

older than i

older than i

older than i

i'm older and i don't give a damn

i'm older than i am