i've been looking for someone i'm gone for
what should i do in the meantime?
say you can't live before i find you
do you feel the same too?
something that i ain't said in a long time
front line i was fighting for you
angels singing in the choir for you
favorite poem i wrote if for you
turn it into a song for you
i try to bottle these tears inside
single-handedly i been taking real good care of me
that shit in my blood like liquor or cherokee
you know black folk we don't go to no therapy
tell 'em keep they two cents give it to charity
watch it all go down the drain like merrily
legally blind and my friends i see them barely
they say let me holla at you guess that's why they call them holidays
but christmas feel like simba on a father's day
i'm supposed to be the strongest the oldest the leader of our country-ass family
the potus the podium come up to my shoulders
i'm short and i'm shook and i'm broke and my favorite voters can't show up to the polls and you still don't want me to show emotion and i refuse
'cause i love you that's why
'cause i want you that's why
'cause i miss you that's why
'cause i miss you that's why
know i said that was the last one last year
but we both know you deserve one last tear
i try to bottle these tears inside
every time i feel the grace it feel like god just said hello there."