Outside

I've been outside

Hoping for something better

Holding my eyes

Holding myself together

And even on that island

Heard my mother's wedding bells

I've been so tired

I've been so tired

I've been alone

Walking those streets forever

Holding my phone

Wait to receive a letter

And I'm gonna see my father

Gonna ask him something else

Where did you go?

But everything's cool here

I don't want to ruin this party

Everybody's cool here

I don't want to ruin your party

Isn't that nice

What an old man can tell ya

Ain't it just cruel

What your old ma remembers

I don't want to be my father

But I don't want to be alone

How can I hide?

How can I know?

So I've been alone

Writing you songs and letters

I've been alone

Feels like I might forever

I've been living on that island

But it's time to let it go

I've been so scared

I feel so alone

But everything's cool here

I don't want to ruin this party

Everybody's cool here

I don't want to ruin your party