overthinking

i could have just held my tongue

i should have just filled my lungs

breathe in

breathe out and repeat

you know me well

or at least in as far as i can tell

you should have known better

than telling me i should have held it together for us

when i'm barely together myself

i'm barely together myself

i'm overthinking

every thing i say and i do

just reminds me i don't need you

'cause there's nothing left for me to hang on to

and if you'd just kept your word

and listened instead of just heard

instead of just waiting for your turn to speak

then you'd know i was weak

but you don't

no wonder reality hurts

no wonder reality hurts

i'm overthinking

every thing i say and i do

just reminds me i don't need you

'cause there's nothing left for me to hang on to

i'm overthinking

and i'm done with feeling empty

and pretending like you get me

i'm overthinking

but i think i'm through

i'm beating myself black and blue

i'm beating myself

i'm beating myself black and blue

i'm overthinking

every thing i say and i do

just reminds me i don't need you

'cause there's nothing left for me to hang on to

i'm overthinking

and i'm done with feeling empty

and pretending like you get me

i'm overthinking. if i'm through

i'm beating myself black and blue

i'm beating myself black and blue

but it won't make no difference to you