palahniuk's laughter

i'm not in your house

but i'm not in your head

you're not even listening. it's so hard to know

when you're not scared. please don't help me

please don't hate me. stop putting me down

coz i won't ever understand. i see it in your eyes

i see it in your mind. i'm trying not to speak

coz you can't hear my voice

and nothing seems familiar here. on the other side

of this town. please don't help me

please don't help me. stop putting me down

coz i won't ever understand. i see it in your eyes

i see it in your mind. hold on. hold on. if i see this all again

i'll try to take my time

i wonder how fast you could try. all this time i thought you knew

all this time i thought you knew.