papava

i read it over and over

i can't make out any names

i fall down beside myself

i hate this opioid game

i stand up next to my mother

she feels exactly the same

the kids don't know much these days

reputation's a game

the first time i realised

was the last time i cared

it feels like everybody's watching to see what i will do next

i'm not over this feeling and i'm not even dead

i'm just sick of your sermons

they fuck with my head

well i don't care

care

well care anymore

every time i get a little bit closer i cave

i don't know if it's alright with you

but i will be just fine on my own

well i don't care

care

well care anymore

every time i get a little bit closer i cave

i don't know if it's alright with you

but i will be just fine on my own

standing shoulder to shoulder

young girls in skirts

boys in ties

how am i supposed to love a thing i'm taught to despise?

i stand up next to my mother

she's got tears in both her eyes

well that man is not a messenger

he just talks and talks lies

the first time i realised

was the last time i cared

it feels like everybody's watching to see what i will do next

i'm not over this feeling and i'm not even dead

i'm just sick of your sermons

they fuck with my head

well i don't care

care

well care anymore

every time i get a little bit closer i cave

i don't know if it's alright with you

but i will be just fine on my own