Paralyzed

There is no master plan

I'm so confused and paralyzed

Here where the fuck I am

just dark walls around me as high As mountains

My hands on my chest

they feel like a thorn deep inside me

This pain brings me down to my knees

What's behind those fuckin' walls

I hate the future

Looking for answers

My decisions are setting the track switch through the Jungle of this life

But what to do if there is more than just one right way

I never wanted that you leave me

But I saw it in your eyes

the trust was already dead

All the time I tried to cope

I said to myself

look Forward to a new chapter

This is my confession

I'm still in love with you

Could I find the way back to you

I can feel there is still hope

Walls so high I can't see the sun anymore - This is a Fucking dead end.