above the clouds

autumn blew its leaves at me

threatening winter as i walked. summer always goes so quick

barely stopping like my thoughts. which dip and spin and change so fast

i have to wonder - will i last. through the windows of the train

i caught reflections of a paper cup

hanging small in a pale blue sky

never knowing which way's up. above the clouds

what's to be found

i have to wonder - will i be around. as my anger shouts - at my own self doubt

so a sadness creeps - into my dreams

when you're scared of living - but afraid to die

i get scared of giving - and i must find the faith to beat it

i must be me that's rushing by

time just lingers on the wind. bristlin' through my open fears

i wonder what it's going to bring. above the clouds

what's to be found

i have to wonder - will i be around

run and hide

run and hide

i catch the sail at evening's tide.