pedestrian at best

i love you

i hate you

i'm on the fence

it all depends

whether i'm up

i'm down

i'm on the mend

transcending all reality

i like you

despise you

admire you

what are we gonna do

when everything all falls through?

i must confess

i've made a mess

of what should be a small success

but i digress

at least i've tried my very best

i guess

this

that

the other

why even bother?

it won't be with me on my death bed

but i'll still be in your head

put me on a pedestal and i'll only disappoint

you tell me i'm exceptional and i promise to exploit you

give me all your money and i'll make some origami

honey

i think you're a joke but i don't find you very funny

my internal monologue

is saturated analogue

it's scratched and drifting

i've become attached to the idea

it's all a shifting dream bittersweet philosophy

i've got no idea how i even got here

i'm resentful

i'm having an existential time crisis

what bliss!

daylight savings won't fix this mess. under-worked and over-sexed

i must express my disinterest. the rats are back inside my head

what would freud've said?

put me on a pedestal and i'll only disappoint

you tell me i'm exceptional and i promise to exploit you

give me all your money and i'll make some origami

honey

i think you're a joke but i don't find you very funny

i want to wash out my head with turpentine cyanide;

i dislike this internal diatribe

when i try to catch your eye

i hate seeing you crying in the kitchen

i don't know why it affects me like this

when you're not even mine to consider

erroneous

harmonious

i'm hardly sanctimonious

dirty clothes

i suppose

we all outgrow ourselves

i'm a fake

i'm a phony

i'm awake

i'm alone

i'm homely

i'm a scorpio

put me on a pedestal and i'll only disappoint

you tell me i'm exceptional and i promise to exploit you

give me all your money and i'll make some origami

honey

i think you're a joke but i don't find you very funny

put me on a pedestal and i'll only disappoint

you tell me i'm exceptional and i promise to exploit you

give me all your money and i'll make some origami

honey

i think you're a joke but i don't find you very funny