pendulum

breathing

i am fading

i feel i am losing myself

wishing i could be someone i'm not

i know somewhere there's a mirror that can show me who i am

because i will never know

constantly bending

engulfed by my history

so scared of letting go

beyond everything

i wish i could be

i am just a man

the sun will never shine me

i am lost inside the meaningless

we lose control

like a pendulum

i forgot where i came from

holding on to the weight of regret

we lose control

swing me back and forth again

you gave and you bled

now i'm picking up the pieces of my broken heart

blocked out

my shattered glass past

now i'm picking up the pieces i have swept away

we lose control

swing me back and forth again