perpetual black second
Singer:meshuggah
trapped in a ceaseless fever of spite
an unending fit of resentment and anger
caught in a moment of unforgiveness
in the snapshot of a hate filled second
the speechless flickering of uncomprehending eyes
your vacant gaze distorted
twisted in its accusing glare
teeth glimmering in emotional rage
spit of hate suspended in mid-air
devoured by jaws of despair
one single image frame i wish to forget
now replayed in succession of millions
the one second i will always regret
-my hell found in its reiteration
held within the visualization
the continuous rerun of my own violence
a fraction of time perpetuated
by my regretful soul animated
please forgive the evil in me - the darkness within
inherent demon. adrenaline gland resident
threatened subconscious snake. repressed into
surfacing that black second. ascending with the boil