perverse suffering

lusting for eternal pain

begging to be tortured

agony brings relief

i am insane

indulging in self-mutilation

to satisfy my need again

the pain severe from severed veins

curing me of deprivation

pain i crave

euphoric state of butchery

revelling in gore and blood

pain i save

igniting visions of the past

dismembered bodies never found

pain i gave

deranged by my deviance

savage goal to maim and kill

obsessed with my cruelty

vicious ways for me to die

sado-masochistic rage

horrific daze

reality

pleasure from sadistic intent

driven by my

lust for pain

punishment my way of life

suffering intensifies

sacrifice

brutal frenzy

no control

perverse actions gratify

wretched abnormality

condoning inhumanity

suicide

carnivorous abusiveness

boiling sawn-off testicles

afflicted fate stricken to malignancy

lechery dominates my misery

tortured eternally

torment inside of me

disturbing impulses

living in agony

rancid degenerate craving impalement

demented destiny

not fearing agony

excruciating hunger that i need to feed

soon to be slaughtered

dead

maliciously

tortured eternally

torment inside of me

disturbing impulses

living in agony

rancid degenerate craving impalement

demented destiny

not fearing agony

deranged by my deviance

savage goal to maim and kill

obsessed with my cruelty

vicious ways for me to die

sado-masochistic rage

horrific daze

reality

pleasure from sadistic intent

driven by my

lust for pain