that was the pill talking
avoiding my real problems
i'm just sitting here thinking there's gotta be more to life
for everything that i been through
my heart is colder than ice
i can't wait till this chapter closes
the bible full of pressed roses
sitting on the counter reminds of times
that my eyes flowed like a fountain
my mind is full of cowards
memories that i wish i could finally escape
i really wish that happiness had a time and a place
one thing i know it's so hard letting go
sometimes i know i'd be better alone
that was the pill talking
avoiding my real problems
i take the pin out the grenade
and let that motherfucker blow
two words that describe me
cared nothing at all about the damage i cause
i walk out of a thang as fast as i came
every time i try to change
i get on a rollercoaster and don't even buckle up
every time i get love i feel the need to fuck it up
i do it every time with no hesitation
i don't know why but i'm in love with self-deprecation
one thing i know it's so hard letting go
sometimes i know i'd be better alone
that was the pill talking
avoiding my real problems
there's something else that i feel in my soul
for so long i know my heart has froze
it's the highs and the lows
one thing i know it's so hard letting go
sometimes i know i'd be better alone
that was the pill talking
avoiding my real problems